neko's thinkbox

Seems like I haven’t updated in a week… oO Well, I just thought, in an extended procrastination streak, to give you a little heads-up on what is happening right now.

So. I must admit, things are not looking too well for me. At least I suspect so. I mean, I fixed my studying schedule beforehand, and I was dead determined to follow it to the letter, well guess what… except for the day before Biology written exam, I have NOT studied even ONCE until now. 22nd, 24th, 25th, 26th and 27th. Five days. Wasted. And I already wasted 5 days after the Biology orals 2 weeks ago, make that 10 days in total. AT LEAST. Those are only the days I seriously planned on studying (I already thought about that during easter holidays… lol). But it seems I haven’t learned my lesson yet.

It would be too easy and too early to blame it on something else than my bad procrastinating habits, although… Yeah, the PC is to blame. I can’t spend a day without my daily fix of Melty Blood, or Stepmania, or anime, and what-not, and ever since I found out how to bypass the dorm proxy’s firewall (once again), I seem to be distracted by the sheer view of my downloads (yay torrents -_-). This weekend finally looked like I could just start studying as I should, but then there were so many things that happened at once, the most outstanding thing being the fact that I was finally able to sell my car (albeit at a fairly small price, but then again, it’ll cost 3 times the price to repair it moahhaha). However, it was such a stressful weekend that I really couldn’t find any peace of mind to get into any subject, like physics, and the likes. A shame.

Nevertheless, at least one day of those 10 was worth it. I marathoned Nodame Cantabile until ep 14, and I’m totally blown away. MUKYA~! It’s been quite some time that I have only been looking at the opening animation, thinking, “oh that must be a nice series”, but as always I never watched an entire episode until that fateful day where I was so busy doing nothing (sic) and just started watching. And now I’m hooked on classical music, again. Back to the roots, Bach, Beethoven, Mozart, and the likes. Heck, I even want to play the piano again, after 5 years. I wonder if I could play it again… at least the opening song. ‘Allegro Cantabile’ by Suemitsu and the Suemith sure is a catchy tune (which was the main reason why I started watching it). Need to find the sheet music yet… GYABO!! I digress.

Bottom line? If I keep this up I will definitely fail. Just looking at all the stuff I have yet to study is overwhelming me. I have exactly one week until things get dead serious. Instead of a comfortable 4 days to prepare myself for each subject, I only have one day and a half now. Just when will my bad conscience kick in? I wonder. I hope not too late.

Yappari off-topic. Still, I want a Hisui towel. Anyone could lend a helping hand? (anything else than Yahoo Auctions JP or so would be quite cool ^^; thx)
I’d give a kingdom for Hisui…. T_T