neko's thinkbox

OMG. I could blame it on yesterday’s post which took me about 2 a half hours to write, with lots of distraction and what-not, blabla excuses. Anyway I started studying chemistry at about 6 PM only, and I went over to dinner half an hour later. Add an interesting movie to the evening (The Exorcism of Emily Rose, it’s really a great movie) and it’s already 10 PM until I can get back to my studies. I thought, I would still be able to get the subject through before 1 AM. Right. 3:40 AM it was, what a bloody fool I am!! And waking up at 7:30, makes less than 4 hours of rest.
It’s worrying. I honestly never, never was up until this late of an hour for studying. And before the Easter holidays, and now yesterday, I beat my old record of 3 AM without problems. What’s it gonna be for the finals, all-nighters? I’m going to break at this rate x_x

And it’s sooooooo easy to prevent that!!! I simply should stop procrastinating and wasting my time on futile matters, and finally get the heck moving! Starting earlier in the day would be already a good option, much better, a few days earlier, no?? Don’t tell me! I know that. Yet I don’t do it. Why, I guess everyone of you knows the answer.

*neko sighs.

And guess what? Tomorrow I got an Economics test. Great, I’m gonna study a few twenty pages with hardly any sleep, and what did I do these past 2 hours? Playing Stepmania for the lulz?? Geez I feel pathetic. I could at least have had a nap during that time, so at least I could concentrate better tonight. and needless to say, I’m going to skip today’s Guitar lesson as well, since my bike has a flat tyre and I can’t fix it now. Gained a whole hour, I guess I’ll have a nap or so. I suspect this night to be long as well, so I need some rest. And no Gundam SEED Destiny for today T_T I do watch the Lucky Star opening once a day though. It’s just crazy.
I wonder who else keeps up such a random and inefficient schedule. Argh my bad conscience is killing me *goes off to take a nap*

~neko

P.S.: Chemistry test went quite well nevertheless. It’s not as if I didn’t know anything either :P